Why is it so hard to forget the one person you loved with all your heart. Over think one decision and break up with her. And now can't sleep or do anything without her in your mind. And it's been Months. I just need it out of my head before I become even more depressed. I never truly understood her depression but now I do cause it got me. But the brain plays cruel tricks on u. It's been worse today and it's getting worse. She's in every thought. Idk what todo any more. Ever since we split she said I need to speak feelings more. Since then Iv talked to someone. I have never done that my whole life. Even my mother supprised I'm talking to her